Squeezing in some updates before I go tonight.....morning...
~ My cousin got married over the weekend. Congrats to her and wishing her a happy life ahead. >3
~Failed 3 subjects on my final term..dammit... and to think i actually studied for nothing...
~Went out the other day and saw a shop named 'Vivid'. And it was colorful. *cough*
~Theres a shop that sells baking supplies near my house, and its name is 'LMC'. I kid you not.
~Joined the Katekyo Hitman Reborn fandom recently.
~I miss online life
~Heck I miss staying up late xD
~Currently in love with ViViD's 69-II. Its made of pure. Awesome.
No seriously, its been FOREVER since I last logged in here.
The usual, school, end-of-year exams, shiz, oh, and the school holidays are finally here, so I'll want to update this place as often as I can before *sulks* next year. Damn exam year...
I'll comment on posts tomorrow, its almost 12am here.
*misses you guys*
A few months late, but...
A WHOLE YEAR OF GAZETTE FANDOM FOR ME~!!
June 30th, was the day I discovered Gazette a year ago.
Again, just like Alice Nine, I discovered them by accident.
That time last year, I was into this anime called Shonen Onmyouji. And coincidently, there was this character called 'Guren'. I was searching photobucket for Guren there, when I noticed a grayscale gif, of this person licking the mic.
Already into A9, I recognized him as a visual kei Jrocker. But wondering if he was A9, I searched youtube for this 'Guren' song, and discovered a band called Gazette.
My second song was Filth in the Beauty. My third was Agony.
Well, I have already said what I want to say to Gazeto in one of my previous entries here for this year.
So...
Gazette changed my life. Without them, I'd never be what I am today. They helped me understand many things through their songs. They gave me an outlet to vent on when I was sad and down.
I don't know what I'd do without you Gazette.
Thanks for the personal one year~!
For helping me through emo days and computer bans (working alongside Arisu songs).
- Listening to:Shuunsetsu no Koro - the Gazette
If I had to , I'd do everything all over again, exactly the same.
Sure this year had been far from perfect. Heck, I've been emo-ing all over the place and getting bad results and crying and whining and major exams coming next year...
But everything happens for a reason, thats what I believe.
If I did-over my life, I probably wouldn't have met who I have met, seen what I had seen, experience what I had experienced.
I wouldn't have known the GAzette or ALice Nine. I wouldn't have known about heartbreak. I wouldn't have known comfort. I wouldn't have known reassurence.
We get stronger each day from every hurt we encounter. And that is why I will gladly do everything, all over again, because I have become stronger.
( Boring real life post. )
This came together with the above. This, is the main reason why I bought the above zanpakuto in the first place anyway.
AND OH LOOK I GOT SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT~~~
Didn't get to online yesterday coz I was doingwoodworat home. xDD
My dad wanted to make some shelves for something. It was like KH all over again.
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Heheh, I know you guys miss this, don't ya?
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( Spoilers desu... )
I never thought this day would come, coz I assumed that Malaysian schools were always a step behind everything and therefore us young little Form 4 students can't possibly handle any dissection of frogs.
I was sorely mistaken...
Dissection was a go.
( WARNING: Forg guts )
Short. Coz I don't wanna explain everything in minute detail. Maybe I'll get someone to upload the video.
And now, there are froggie bloodstains on the floor of the Bio lab.
- Feeling:
good
From;
Another crazed fangirl
Kaien
- Listening to:Zero - Alice Nine
GAH its been FOREVER since I posted here.
I realise that I've said this millions and millions of times in my time here on LJ, but yeah. What else can I say?
Real life has been a bitch lately.
I'm...not exactly doing real great in my exams, and for that, my mom has been threatening to take away this beloved laptop of mine (which I have named Hollow recently, because its black on the outside, but white on the inside, and therefore reminds me of Shirosaki, Bleach reference)
I fear for my online time. I'm hiding my results now, so I can squeeze in a couple more weeks to use it before D-Day. Before my parents find out and explode. Before they take Hollow away.
But I won't let them, of course not. I'd hide it like my life depends on it.
Well, actually, I think my life does depend on it. And I realise that I may have some sort of Internet Addiction which I am perfectly happy in dealing with. I mean, hey, at least its not drugs?
I've been failing my Physics and Chemistry again and again and again and AGAIN and frankly, its getting really irritating for me.
I have an inferiority complex, I noticed. I hate it when people are better than me. But I usually settle for being second place. Lately, I've been failing, and I'm not doing anything about it. Because, I...I don't know.
I think I've lost all interest in studying. I mean, its not like we'll use all this shit when we leave school one day.
I just want to do whatever I want to do and not be judged for it. Because.
Dammit. I suck at expressing myself.
PS,
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sono_ike , uebo14 , I'm really really sorry I haven't been able to reply to your journals. My online time has been reduced and I'm trying (but somehow failing) to get my results back on track, so this journal may be a little empty. I swear though, that when my school holidays come, I'll comment on your journals every single day to make up for it xD
I'm sorry, and thanks for bearing with me...
- Listening to:The Invisible Wall - the Gazette
I know that I'm supposed to be posting about my camp here, but I haven't finished drafting it yet, so this is here instead.
2 news
First, there is a Japanese exchange student in my school!!
His name is Shinichi and he's been only here a week and he's already has his own fangirls. Yours truly included.
He's really adorable and shy, and apparently, he communicates with people in simple English. If that fails, the class he's in (5 Cekal, Science) has its very own resident otaku who knows a number of basic Japanese. And if ALL ELSE FAILS, they doodle.
How, adorable.
It was his last day yesterday and I REGRET not being able to talk to him because I was such a coward. Tch...
I still wonder if he likes Gazette or Alice Nine? xD
Second news.
I feel as if my class is more Art Stream than the real Art Stream people (I'm in the Science Stream) xD
Jian YI made (tried) the Tensa ZAngetsu from Bleach Wednesday.
Its a whopping 170 cm long according to him, made of wood, and its really really awesome.
The 'blade' is a single wood piece. The hilt is another.
We will now urge him to cosplay. L.O.L
I'm in the Red Cross/Crescent Society in my school, and am holding the position of Assistant Squad Leader of Squad 9.
And next year, the seniors will be graduating, leaving the important spots (president, treasurer, secretary, the like) open for us. So they had a voting session to determine who would fill in said spots next year.
First time round, Ian had gotten the most number of votes, therefore giving him the President spot. Which, had to be expected, since he was already the Vice-President now.
And a freind of mine isn't really happy, because she thinks she deserves the seat more. I would admit, yes, she probably does, since she actually does more work than Vice-president-san himself. And she's really dedicated and well, you get the picture. And she said that she would've rather lost the president seat to Margaret (another candidate) than to Ian.
Okay, so fine. I didn't want to say anything, since both parties are my good friends.
Then, the teachers wanted a revote, because it seemed that a lot of people weren't happy with the result. Apparently he hasn't been a good Vice-president lately, not coming for meetings and stuff. I know Ian is just being a playful little moron, and thats why he's always late, because we know him well, but others don't know that.
And then he lost his presidancy.
I felt really bad for him, but I suppose it was for the best. I'm sure he would be happier if he were in some post that isn't as demanding as the president.
And I suppose now that, she would be happier, since if she wasn't getting the seat, Margaret would be getting it, and she was happier losing the seat to her, isn't that what she said?
But nooo...at all for the seat to go to Margaret. Because she feels as if she does more and will do more than Margaret ever will, and therefore, she is more deserving for the seat. And she isn't happy at all that Margaret has a really big chance of getting the presidancy, because many mnay teachers are reccomending her.
I don't see why is she so determined to get the seat. WHY THE CRAP ARE YOU PEOPLE SO INTENT ON GETTING THE PRESIDENT SEAT??
Geez....its no big deal. In my opinion, we shouldn't be, "oh, I don't like you now bcoz u gots my position im aiming for".
Just live and let live, dammit.
I don't care I don't care. Nakama -friends- should not fight over some stupid seat and ruin each other's freindship.
Wake up...
I'm not happy, when you people are power struggling...
She comes and tells me that now she's not happy
Aaaargh,
uebo14 gave me this meme to do SO FREAK'N LONG AGO and I still haven't sone it. So I'll do it now and stuff.She gave me Reita.
RULES:
- Leave a comment and I'll give you a name.
- Post the answers (along with these questions) on your blog.
- Comment and I'll give a name.
1. Do you like this person?
~Of courseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
2. What do you call this person?
~Rei-kun, Reita, Re-iiiiii-ta, The guy with the nose bandage (to friends who don't know who he is)
3. Which color do you associate with this person?
~Yellow, black, yellow AND black, dark blue
5. Looking at his/her character, what blood type do you think he/she have?
~Uhm, A. WHich I think is right...is it? It just occured to me that I really don't know his bloodtype, until now.
6. What do you want to tell this person?
~I'm not sure what I'll say, I'd probably be speechless and trying to keep myself from fainting if I were that close as to be able to tell him something.
7. What do you want to do with this person: hug, kiss or shake hands?
~ Hug. I cannot give a reason why, so I'll just leave it there...
And throughout the entire Rukia-flashback-Kaien episode, I realised that the way you read his name, sounds exactly like my name xD
Kaien. Read it fast, and it DOES sound like my name.
It was like Ukitake and Rukia were calling me the entire episode xD
So I decided that I should use this spelling to use when introducing myself from now on.
Because Shiba Kaien is just that awesome.
I will now be known as Kaien. xD
For the whole day, becasue my sister has this scholarship qualification test thing held there.
Mom wasn't feeling well, so her and Dad and my brother just sat at a random coffeeshop all day.
I was walking round the entire mall.
All day.
Gad I'm so tired right now...
Nothing really intersting to relate.
Except...
I saw this X (by CLAMP) artbook, but it isn't like any artbook that I've ever heard before. Its title was 'X Restart' and 'X Final'.
So I was wondering, were they official?
Went to OneU Thursday.
Because Shogun was having some promotion 50% off thingy, and TengTeng was staying over here, so my dad took us all out for some awesome Shogun goddness. xD
*Pst, Did you know that Shogun's 'Sho' is almost the same kanji as Alice Nine 'Shou'? >w<
Isn't this pretty?? Its like...fruit in ice or something.
Meh, this is altogether what me, my sis and TengTeng bought. See the big Vampire Knight puzzle? Its hers. She's such a fan xD
Bah, I was attracted to the title. Spent Rm33 on this crap, so it'd better be nice... :[
Oh, and I saw this at the AWESOME SHOP too. The shopkeeper (who apparently is also an anime fanboy himself, such dedication! Working in an anime shop too. Damn I want his job) told me it was an animated OVA thing taken out from the Advent Children Complete so that us people with no BLUERAY could watch it.
I was following this series on Animax that time before I simply did not have enough time and gave up. I was lazy to watch it online. Then I saw it in the DVD shop.
Are you people seeing this? Its a Grimmjow chibi. A freaggin Grimmjow chibi. A freaggin cute Grimmjow chibi.
And chibi-Rukia is staying with me.
*Well, these pics are hotlinked from my very own blogspot, as I don't have much time to upload them all to photobucket right now. Kinda in a hurry to go somewhere. Maybe I'll put them to photobucket tomorrow or next week, whenever I have more time. >p
Z.O.M.G
I've been gone for SO LONG I have SO FREAGGIN MANY stuff to type out (Sports Day, exams, etc) and GOSH I FEEL SO LAZY....
Okok, lets start this
EXAMS ARE FINALL FREAGGIN OVER WOOOOOOOT~ ......for now
Still....
Ok, then...
Sports Day
Uhm, nothing much, same stadium, almost the same as last year.
I'm still marching in PBSM.
Also still in the 4x100 team, same reason as last year, some person wrote my name because my pitiful team lacks humans.
Waja won....again. Tch. Watever.
Meh, weather as bad as last year, hot like anything and almost burned.
Thats all. Fast, ain't it? xD
Next.
Teacher's Day
Performance better than last year.
Thats all I have to say.
For elaboration and stuff, please head over to WS Yuki's blog or any other blog in my buddies list. They almost always update. Unlike me, the lazy person oharhar~
And also, before I resume my normal rate blogging.
I just realised...
BLEACH..
...is actually FREAGGIN awesome
I'll be on hiatus for a couple of weeks, again.
Exams are nearing, and I'm afraid I'll have to put some extra effort if I want to pass this mid-term.
WIll try to be back soon. Until then. Mata ne~
And also, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
harleycooper !!!I'm sorry I couldn't greet you properly...
I've been trying to find translations for this song for a really really long time now, but I still can't find it.
I really love this song and it has been siting in my laptop for...2 years now, and I still don't know what it means.
Its also kinda meaningful to me, since this was one of the songs that got me into Jrock (without it I wouldn't have discovered A9 or Gazeto and so on).
The only thing that I found is the kanji and romaji for it.
So if theres any of you who can help me translate this, I would give you cookies and be eternally greatful. *-*
Aoi Omoi - ACID
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( Teh Kanji/Romaji )
x-posted anywhere which might be able to help.
Thanks in advance.
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uebo14 >w<
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